It’s now 12:12 am- I’ve noticed that I tend to write at various times. I try to write around 9 or 10 pm, but that is slowly changing as I recently started working nights; Monday through Thursday, from 4:30 pm- 3 am. Yes, it is a strange schedule, but at least there’s less drama and I’m able to pursue opportunities during the day and take one step forward of being a successful entrepreneur one day. Optimism and having goals is what keeps me going and brings hope inside. I might be busy constantly and that may seem to be the case. Perhaps I’m too busy and need to have some fun while I can. I am having fun; not in a way you define as fun. I have my fun and that to me means having self improvement, working on myself, determining who I am as a person, networking with someone who has similar goals as me, listening to positive messages, and researching more about subjects that I do not know much about. I am always eager to learn something new and understand it like the back of my hand.
Currently I have the song “Moskau” by Rammstein playing in the background. I haven’t listened to Rammstein in a long while. Rammstein is basically German rock. Sometimes I wish I had studied German. I’m sure it shouldn’t be too difficult to learn. Like my dad always would say, “There’s always a benefit in learning another language.” He was and is right on this. When I was a child, I hated that my dad would make me attend Russian school almost every Friday for seven straight years. I did not stutter- seven straight years. At one point I hated that I had to learn Russian, but now I am grateful that my dad pushed and encouraged me to learn to speak Russian. Knowing how to speak another language has benefited myself in multiple ways. For starters, I can always have a private conversation in public for my Russian speaking friends without worry of being eavesdropped. With speaking Russian, I am always presented opportunities to speak with people that do not speak English who are full of enlightenment and knowledge. Understanding Russian humor and jokes are also a plus. Some jokes and puns can’t just be translated and expected to be understood. My humor side is pretty broad due to myself being bilingual. I can laugh at Russian jokes and an English speaker wouldn’t be able to fathom my humor, or vice verse. I think I will learn the German language ultimately. Time will tell and determine when. Nothing is resolved over night. Everything takes time and having value. Never give it up. Just by acknowledging the urge to improve and learn new expedient skills, you will reach your goal. Everyone is on a different goal. Please be honest with yourself on what you want to accomplish first. Accomplishments are based upon your determination, not what I or someone else thinks.
Regardless, you can improve in so many ways. Faith in God along with being positive will guide you to the right decisions. I am not trying to preach to anyone, only to direct you that there are goals within you, ready to be fulfilled. Please be positive- give it some time. Always keep grinding and pursuing what you seek. Keep knocking and the door will open. I am looking for the proper door to knock at.
Thank you for reading! As always stay positive!