Deprogramming the old and producing the new me.

I realize it’s been nearly a month since I last posted. I was collaborating all of my thoughts in my mind and working on my novel. My novel is still a working progress, but I have written a great multitude this past month. I don’t think I’ve ever done this much writing for a book in a month. But there is power in affirmations. Our words lead us to our next milestones in life. Doubt is low vibrational, it only encapsulates us in our fear. So many cages we’re in, and it takes a great battle and determination to find the key to unlock ourselves out. I’m not only speaking for the writing in my book. I also want to speak about the many adventures my brother and I have had. One day we were just browsing through Craigslist on the talent section, it had been years since I played an extra for a tv show called Z-nation, where I was featured in a few episodes, playing a few small roles. That nostalgia had resurfaced, we couldn’t find anything in Greenville. Then my brother suggested I look in Atlanta, Georgia, where we saw a few projects being planned in a week. One of the projects was a short film. My brother and I emailed the producer and mentioned that we had a little bit of acting experience and we could speak three languages if need be. We didn’t think much of if we would get a response. In fact we thought we were more likely to get a role in a music video that we inquired about, but that’s the glory in the mystery when we pursue our spontaneous interests. We could of been scared and not even tried, but you know what, we tried and had the most amazing time being a part of a film. Through this film shoot, we got to explore Atlanta and meet such wonderful people that have brought spark to our lives. This spark makes me want to be a part of their future projects. Whether it be acting or writing a screen play, I am ready. Oscar and Devon were amazing people to meet, I look forward to seeing them soon again. There is power being gathered with people with similar vision. The positive vibes were there, no one was out to demolish one another regardless of any difference. I could see unity, and it makes me filled with joy. Listen we all have a vision, let’s not piss on it. Money will always be there, but experiences we must grab on them while they are near.

This entire month was a war for my mind. I have abandoned so much that I once held on to. A lot of it was fear of traveling, but I have promised myself that I will take any opportunity to travel whether it may be risky and sometimes financially expensive. Realizing that the money will always be there, but the time is running out. Time and experience cannot be bought back, so punch fear in the throat and realize that money is not an excuse. When we think, we will manifest. The job will arrive. You will find a better job. Or perhaps you’ll learn a new skill to be a free lancer, or start a business. But regardless, with your vision, you’ll find a way to make that money to utilize for opportunities and spiritual growth. Like Christ said, I’ll paraphrase; whoever searches will find and whoever asks will receive. Keep thinking about what you want in life, your mind is a magnet. Soon you will see what your mind is filled with. No matter how risky and tough it may seem to achieve, a way will be cleared for you to enter. Below is my affirmation, you can use mine as an example or make your own original affirmation:

I Maxwell realize that fear is my enemy and I will tell it to go behind me. I recognize that during some moments, I will encounter fear testing me, but I will not give in to it. Fear has no dominion over my mind. I will travel as much as I can. I will travel all of Europe, Asia, and wherever else my spirit chooses. The physical realm attempts to deceive me that my life is limited, but my spirit supersedes and reminds me that I will receive what I want in life. I will do my best to not speak negative of myself, I will do my best to uplift and conquer my conquests. Spiritual father, infinite universe, Mother Earth, give me the strength to be positive and to affirm the will to know myself to the fullest. To do the will of the father, mother and son. I will produce so much in my life and will help other to produce. The more I produce, the more others will produce. I will demonstrate the image of god in this life and the next life and so on.

Be blessed you all, and fight that accuser (fear). The more power you take from it, the less power it’ll have to leverage against you.

There is no end

I’m aware of the evil that certain people wish to commit, but I do not consent to it as a citizen of the earth. Any evil does not have the power to influence my life. I accept a prosperous and fulfilling life. Good things are a scene away, and my spiritual father will keep the evil separated from me through me. I am not saying that evil will cease to exist. Not at all, but we can choose to attract the light more than the darkness. The darkness is there to remind us that we have something great inside us and to never surrender that serenity.

Our spirits have the decision to make on how to view the world. Certain individuals look at the world as some so called end time/ eschatological scholars teach. They claim that the world is about to be controlled by evil, the devil, or whatever unclean opposition and that the world will be burned up to Smithereens and that there is no sense in doing anything because prophecy has already foretold us our destiny. I hate to be the person to correct, but teaching people that there is no sense in fighting for liberty is vain because supposedly the world shall soon end, is a complete mockery to our spiritual father who has given us in our opportunity to experience the greatest simulation ever of what it is to be an earthling. The people who believe in evil winning are the people who have lost a battle within them. We can choose to be victorious and see a world with great potential if we choose to attract positive circles and ideas within our circles. When we speak words of good cheer and great news, we are only making Mother Earth stronger and the dark forces weaker and weaker. The end is a scare tactic taught by people that have believed a lie by the deceiver and who have lost a will to live. They do not understand anything else except destruction. They think all hope is lost. I promise all hope is not lost. We all have the resources to grow both spiritually and physically. Don’t give that power away to fear, it is like an addictive drug or substance. The end is not near, it is only near if you choose to give up on life. Think not of the end, only think of many new beginning. A new age is here, and many wonderful events are about to unfold. Many revelations within ourselves shall be unlocked.

I love you all. Stay positive. The end is not happening.

Don’t decorate another temple, decorate your temple first.

I am not settled at what people tell me to do with my life. They laugh as I illustrate my dream, so my reality can become gleam. No one will understand your vision, so quit showing that impression. It is not needed I can assure you that. Most times it’s just better to utter a yes, no, or very few words. Explaining yourself will not make sense to them. They do not want you to be you and in substitution attempt to push their ways on to you. Imagine this, you are an individual who works in network security, your job is to fix the flaws and bugs. You can’t share to people how you run security programs for your network otherwise the integrity will be compromised. The next time someone asks you about your next big move, don’t give them any ammunition, or they might try to shoot.

There will be days that you will be upset or lose hope for a slight period, but never give up all the way. Turn off that program that the enemy is trying to beam at you. Look at the progress you have made so far. You’ve already taken so many steps, don’t be so hard on yourself. I was listening to an interview of Stephen King. When he was asked on how much he writes per day, he answered that he gets in at least six pages a day and that having a consistency is what really mattered. As long as we do some type of progress each day, we will reach that goal. But the process is the most important. Taking breaks is important too, you can’t rush creativity. I’ve been writing one novel for the past 3-4 years and I have had to do a couple of revisions. I noticed that when I wrote more and didn’t force myself to be creative, I was more productive. Some weeks I’m not as productive as other weeks, but there is a process. It doesn’t matter how big or small the work is, it’s still progress and a process.

Speak less to people of your projects and execute more. I promise you’ll get a lot more done quicker when your mind isn’t preoccupied of the minds of others. Your mind is what matters. Your goal is what is important. You being an artist is important. You being a singer is important. You being a businessman or businesswomen is important. You being a teacher is important. You being a lawyer is important. You being a florist is important. You traveling is important. Being you is important. Following your heart is important. Living your experience in this simulation to the fullest is the most important. Feeling all forms of emotions is only making you stronger. You are a leader. You are a warrior. You are courageous. You are a building with a strong foundation.

I love you all. It’s okay to feel sad sometimes that our plans aren’t going as fast as we envision. It’ll all come in its own timing. Be patient and believe.

Take a sip out of that 1967 Pepsi

“Life is short and no matter how old you get to be, your never see the same day twice.”
Charlie Chase Dewberry Jr

Remember when I blogged about some unopened 1967 pepsi bottles that I bought at an estate sale to resell? Well, I still had some left over and decided to try one of them. Unfortunately the drink was flat but you could still taste the pepsi sweetness, except it tasted more like real sugar. Here’s a link to me drinking it: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTdVq3FqA/ The video has over 200 views right now on TikTok and I can’t wait to get some different reactions. Do I care if people hate on me for drinking an old Pepsi from the 60s? Not really, I’m just being me and being curious. Not saying to drink an old Pepsi bottle, but what I’m saying is that perhaps you should go out and try something new; like perhaps exploring a new hobby, or reading a classic that you’ve always wanted to read.

A good friend of mine in Vegas saw my video and wants to try drinking a 1960s Pepsi. His exact words were, “You don’t get that opportunity very often.” I’m going to go ahead and mail him a bottle for him to film himself drinking it. We’re going to try and start a trend online. I’m hoping we get a chain reaction of people drinking their collectible Pepsi bottles. It’s definitely worth a shot. It doesn’t matter, at least we can get people intrigued. The goal is to entertain and send positive vibes to the four corners of the earth.

I’m aware that my post is short today and I appreciate you reading everything that I have shared this far into my blogging journey. I will cut it short tonight, but stay tuned to my greater works. I’m going to write a little bit for my novel tonight. I love you all❤️

One must realize he’s in hell in order to want heaven.

Good morning! I’ve been quite absent on my own blog and it’s been a productive last couple of weeks for myself. I have been in the process of starting a small business and working on home projects. I don’t want to completely go into detail about the business I’m trying to start. I’ll reveal more as time goes by and I feel comfortable speaking about it. All I can say is that through my affirmations and positive thinking and of course through my creator, greater events in my life have begun manifesting and much greater is yet to come. Never give up hope, the American dream still exists, it only takes a great portion of self belief and not doubting your ability to accomplish something greater.

So far I have had a few clients, and what I have learned is that we shouldn’t be afraid of failing or not impressing the client with our quality of work. 9/10 times your quality will be up to standard, that 1/10 you might make a choice under that standard, but that can most times be fixed. If the client is still not satisfied, the worst that can happen is that you get kicked of the property and asked to not provide services for them again. Although this is most likely not going to happen, I am only saying that if it does, it’s not a big deal. In fact, it’s not like getting fired or laid off from a company that you work for. With running your own business, you’ll most likely find new clients and start fresh without losing much money. I like what Warren Buffet has to say about having a job, “Never depend on a single income. Make investments to create a second source.”. He is absolutely right having hope in only one job is absolutely erroneous in our living. We need to throw our eggs in many other places. We might not see success overtime, but success will appear once we learn to not rely on one job, but to expand on our opportunities. One last quote from Warren Buffet and I’ll stop, “No matter how great the talent or efforts, some things just take time. You can´t produce a baby in one month by getting nine women pregnant.”. We can plant so many types of seeds in our garden, but it’s not until the season when we’ll see the produce. Patience, time, self-belief, perseverance will enrich us into another level. We never stop growing and producing. We just keep moving forward and learn how to overcome new obstacles and challenges.

Before we start knocking out our goals and aspirations, I firmly believe we have to realize that we’re in a form or level of hell called comfort until we can accomplish something greater and be in the path of financial independence. Like most people when we lose a job, or similar to that degree, we typically don’t stress about it right away, but as soon as the financial funds become low we start to look for something else to save ourselves from a financial pickle. So we don’t have these “financial pickles” let’s think ahead and start hustling based on our accord to leave this comfort zone/hell/trap. Let’s be bigger than the 9-5 grind that our teachers and peers have brainwashed us to embrace, let’s seek a way to not only be politically free, but to be finally independent and not reliant on a conglomerate that is in the end only on the side of the corporation not the worker. Don’t consider yourself to just be a “worker” or “employee”, change that mentality and add some new vocabulary. If you look at your birth certificate, every letter of your first and last name are capitalized. I hate to break it to you, you are seen as a corporation that is being used for the greater good of a bigger corporation. Acknowledge that you are a corporation on paper and become like a bigger corporation, your world and surroundings will evolve. Better things are out there for us only if we acknowledge that we are in hell (comfort zone, 9-5 grind, etc) and need heaven (financial independence, start a business, start a hustle, write music, produce art, be happy within, be our truest self, etc). Try as many things in your life as you can, don’t limit yourself to just one.

Before I end up ending this post, I urge you to not tell people your next move, within time they’ll hear about it. Like in the New Testament, there is a saying, “never allow the left hand know what the right hand is doing”. Step one: acknowledge that you are in a form of hell. Step 2: tell no one especially your close ones what you’re about to do and execute your action. Like biggie says in his song “ten crack commandments”, “Rule Number Zuni, never let no one know How much dough you hold cause you know The cheddar breed jealousy ‘specially if that man f***** up, get yo’ ass stuck up”. Another quote I like what Biggie says, “. . . Don’t tell other people how much money you make off dealing. They will scheme and try to rob you out of jealousy or greed. . .”. He might be speaking about dealers, but this can absolutely apply to us pursuing certain aspirations, starting a business, traveling the world. Let’s face it, if regular people get jealous then we need to accept the fact that even our close ones will get jealous about us. Let’s say less and get action done. The people we can trust will naturally attract, but doesn’t necessarily mean it’ll be family that we’ll trust. Step 3: keep moving forward and establishing new goals and interests. The pursuit for greatness is never over. So much better can come out of life. If the creator created this world, then we can ask him for his instruction and be like him, so we can create our destiny and accept the opportunities we have been granted. Always seek for wisdom, she’ll help you to discern.

Proverbs 4: 1 Listen, my sons, to a father’s instruction; pay attention and gain understanding.2 I give you sound learning, so do not forsake my teaching.3 When I was a boy in my father’s house, still tender, and an only child of my mother,4 he taught me and said, “Lay hold of my words with all your heart; keep my commands and you will live.5 Get wisdom, get understanding; do not forget my words or swerve from them.6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you; love her, and she will watch over you.7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, [1] get understanding.8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you; embrace her, and she will honor you.9 She will set a garland of grace on your head and present you with a crown of splendor.” 10 Listen, my son, accept what I say, and the years of your life will be many.11 I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths.12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered; when you run, you will not stumble.13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go; guard it well, for it is your life.14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked or walk in the way of evil men.15 Avoid it, do not travel on it; turn from it and go on your way.16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil; they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.17 They eat the bread of wickedness and drink the wine of violence. 18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter till the full light of day.19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness; they do not know what makes them stumble. 20 My son, pay attention to what I say; listen closely to my words.21 Do not let them out of your sight, keep them within your heart;22 for they are life to those who find them and health to a man’s whole body.23 Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.24 Put away perversity from your mouth; keep corrupt talk far from your lips.25 Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you.26 Make level [2] paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm.27 Do not swerve to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil.

The father within you has given you instruction and the mother has given you wisdom. Use the knowledge wisely. Don’t be like everyone else. Be different, and walk in righteousness (liberty and a slave to no one) stay away from wickedness (working your whole life for a car payment, home, 9-5 grind, slave to a master that can replace you within moments)

I love you all, please stay positive and look away from the negativity, shut the news off. Peace and prosperity upon whoever is reading this.

Walk your own journey and let them trip.

My title may sound a bit harsh, and perhaps unexpected from a person such as myself. I hate to break anyone’s false expectations of me, but I do not find in delight for people who try to control the path of others. Control is the opposite of free will. The only type of control that is acceptable to the universe is the control of our journey. So many young people have such potential in innovating their ideas, starting a business, creating artistic contents, etc. Don’t be that person to crush their potential and call their plan foolish. The only fool is you because you fail to realize that you aren’t living your potential and are continuing this unhappy, and unfulfilling that you have conveyed. Change your mentality; look within. Find your passion and goal, it doesn’t matter if you’re older than 60. You will find it if you decide to go on the scavenger hunt. When you find that golden egg, be that person that the younger ones can look up to, to follow their dreams and passions.

The YouTube link above features a song that I’m listening to right now. Super random song, but it has an amazing point about love. When we love someone, we shouldn’t perpetuate in hurting our partner. Hurting them is only a reflection that we have certain characteristics we must work on improving. To do this pain free, it is better to vent it out another way like screaming into a paper bag, or when you’re alone in the car or at home. Your spouse does not deserve to be yelled at over an inner conflict that you’re living through. If you must include your partner in a particular conflict, don’t yell at him/her for not understanding, only ask for them to listen. All they can do is listen. As for the rest, you must decide the best route in diminishing the inner pain. Your loved ones truly care about you, never forget that. Quick reminder, never look down at yourself if you’re going through a struggle. Everyone has struggles, some visible and some invisible. Never assume that everyone is living a perfect life but you. I promise you that they just know how to hide it better.

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Have a happy Easter everyone! May you all be blessed and safe! Never give up on your goals. It’s all a process we are going through. Results take time, please be patient.

I love you

Short post

We are at the beginning of the week and Easter is coming up. A couple of days ago, I found out my cousin lost her child due to a genetic disease and I truly feel for her. This is her second child that she has lost due to a rare genetic disease. People might start pointing fingers and claim that the creator is punishing people by striking their children. I don’t believe that the creator has anything to do with it. I firmly believe their is a balance throughout our existence. Like good and evil coexisting with one another, we wouldn’t understand life without knowing death.

I do not know the answers for children dying and it is not my place nor anyone’s to list a reason. We can only answer for our own lives. How we live and where we go in our journey is up to us determine. How we choose to live may impact others, but cannot make decisions for the other party. I do believe that through these horrific and devastating stories, we learn to appreciate people around us, and value life in general. Even our laziness diminishes a greater percentage. Our recognition of the value of the time and experience teaches us that we have today and tomorrow isn’t always guaranteed. While we can make an impact, we must strive to do our best and to eliminate our self inflicted limits.

I want to end this post with three points.

1.) Be your truest self and live

2.) love and value the individuals around you.

3.) always go beyond your fictitious limits.

I love you all ❤️ always stay positive and keep sailing forward.

Friendship has no box. It is eternal, no matter what.

Do you ever feel like you’re the one always calling a certain person and never the other way around? I’ve been there, and frankly I don’t waste my time on that anymore. No matter how much you reach out to them, I can almost 100 percent assure you that very few are interested in your friendship. The people that are meant to be in your circle will reach out to you at the right time. We all have lives and most of us are going through a transition in developing as contributors in life.

Don’t ever force a friendship, allow it to flow naturally. If something is meant to be, such as a friendship, the cards will be shuffled in the right order. Some people will separate from you during a period to focus on their path to growth, and some will never reach out to you again. You shouldn’t be upset about it, since you should be working on yourself as well. In fact be happy for them. We all have destinies and if we’re always goofing off with our friends and never giving time to reflect and make our vision a reality, we will lose it all. I used to get upset when someone wouldn’t want to spend time or talk to me and realized that the world doesn’t revolve around me and I decided to try something different at 23 years old. I simply blocked the toxic people in my life, and for the rest, I stopped calling them. Weeks and months went by, no one called and I realized it wasn’t important to me as I originally thought. Eventually, I had a few people reach out to me who had some intention to do so. I no longer had to call people. The people who were meant to be, kept contact with me. Through all this, I humbled myself, and experienced the epiphany of friendships being great, but visions exceedingly greater. When we learn about vision and get closer to the goal each day, a window is opened to filter out the mindset of the past. We begin to accept that we don’t need to be acknowledged, we need to grow. If we grow, others will be inspired and want to speak with us for the sake of growth. Friendship isn’t people we talk to everyday, it is between people that reach out to one another when ever it is needed to exhort one another to become a greater version of themselves. Friendship is not limited to everyday contact, there is no handbook to this type of relationship. It doesn’t owe the opposite party anything, it only builds one another. When contact is needed, positive words are exchanged and established. Friendships aren’t dependent, they are independent and any exchanges of words or advice benefit both parties to improve.

Eric, if you’re reading this, you’re an amazing, fantastic friend. I know that we may not be calling each other everyday, but that doesn’t matter. In spirit, we are always near and our friendship is eternal. Love you, bro. Be blessed and fly like an eagle. Forget about the chickens. Happy 22nd birthday!

Don’t be alarmed if you are alone, you will attract the people you need at that moment. Wishing you all the love and growth to whoever is reading this.

Love,

~MK

All this talk about the Oscars

This entire week, we all kept hearing about the so called altercation between Will Smith and Chris Rock. Even though I hardly read or watch the news anymore, it still managed to pop up on websites and platforms that I use online. Hollywood needs to wake up and realize that a majority of us have no interest in the Oscar’s whatsoever. This is no longer the 1990s and early 2000s when it was somewhat relevant to society.

It’s really sad and takes a low level of intelligence to me when celebrities try to stage an event and call it news, just to get views and make people angry about things that don’t matter in life. People engage in different ways now, and honestly most of us have had enough with the negativity that is fed to us every single day. We want to live a fulfilling life and make a difference. Being a bunch of complainers and pointing fingers at each other will only breed corruption and vanity inside us. Why don’t we clean out a street, or help a person in need instead? Why don’t we show more of love? What is stopping us for real?

Hollywood it is 2022, we don’t want your ways of the ancients. We want a life full of love and compassion. We don’t care about what you had for breakfast or who slapped who. You mock people because of their faith, yet you have your own type of religion: where nothing is enough and that you will do anything in your power to destroy your competitor in the industry just to present yourself as a god that must be worshiped. Change your ways Hollywood, or you will become obsolete. Grow up, or soil down and decompose.

I want to talk about gardening, farming, business, finance, spirituality (our relationship with the creator), life, love, creation, creativity, subjects that enrich us and make us whole as spirits. Instead of moping about the news or current world affairs, why don’t we play some board, or card games with our family members, or children. Let’s build relationships and destroy toxic chains. Let’s restore hope and prosperity. This world may be a mess, but it shouldn’t corrupt your soul. Keep your soul pure to make the world pure.

I love you all. Be prosperous and blessed. Stay whole.

No more fools

Officially we can all say that April Fools day is now over. Hopefully none of you were pranked or tricked. I fortunately did not have to endure any trickery. Kept myself out of sight. I do remember especially during my teenage years teachers and parents constantly tell almost believable lies and how naive I was. I laugh about it now, but realize there’s some positive points to being tricked at a younger age and learning how to discern a lie from the truth and not believing everything we hear. The problem with society today is that not everyone has grown out of this. Many persons still listen to their television or phone screens and believe something without even questioning it.

I have faith that many will have an awakening and realize that most of everything that they have been listening to has been a farce, designed to control and manipulate the way we think and perceive. I pray and send energy that many will be awakened and learn to think for themselves. We might end up in chaos between friends and family for our thoughts, but at least we are detoxing the darkness and deception and accepting the truth that will set us free. It may seem to be hard at first to stop believing these lies and as if someone is periodically attacking us. This is all normal, we are being separated from the weeds. We are about to grow and produce high quality fruit. Our loved ones will deny themselves if they choose to when they’re ready. We cannot coerce them to be free and naive, otherwise that would be an oxymoron. Show love to them, but if they deny you and persecute you, walk away and never look back. You deserve to be loved.

Yesterday morning my brother got back from the gym and to his surprise, there was a turtle laying on the road. Miraculously he did not run it over. Turtle was in great shape, and matter of a fact, we both decided to hold and play with the turtle for a little bit. Then we remembered our little sister and wanted to show her the turtle and of course as expected, she freaked out. I can’t change the mind of a 12 year old, she’s still stuck in her preconceived notions. Her mind probably sees a turtle as dirty and icky that eats bugs all day. She probably even thinks the turtle might bite a finger off. This will all change once she grows and abandons her childish thinking. My brother and I ended up finding a creek not too far away and leaving the turtle there. At the very bottom, you’ll see a video that I have attached. Hope you enjoy turtles as much as I do.