One sweaty hell of a night

Before thoughts start to wander, I can assure anyone reading this that I am not about to discuss anything about sex or foreplay. I’m not saying that we’ll ever not discuss, but just not tonight. In my case, I just came from a run and my shirt is soaked with all of my sweat. I drank a little bit more of water and coffee than usual. I can’t judge, and what I have to say is that you all have a wild imagination and should channel that imagination in any method you choose to do so. If anyone tries and paints a portrait of me in any setting, I will feature it in my blog. I just love creative people and like seeing what their minds can manifest and construct into reality even if it’s a bit controversial. Controversial is my best friend. Comfort is the enemy of the mind and spirit.

I have been pushing myself to run and walk more, and once I have more money, I definitely would like to get myself a gym membership and possibly get myself into lifting weights. For now, I’m more focused on losing the extra weight I have. The journey is amazing so far. Having the focus to do what my mind desires is already forming a picture in my physical reality. We’ve been taught the wrong way all these years to achieve our ambitions. We’ve been pushed with the notion to look on the outside to find a way to solve a problem when seldom has anyone ever brought to our attention that the key to unlock great potential is within. All the greatest speakers in the world have one big thing in common; the master key. They had all placed trust in the world and the system, relying on meaningless dogma taught from the beginning of their lives. At some point they realized what they were relying on, wasn’t doing anything beneficial for them. In fact, relying on the system was doing more detrimental damage to their personalities and visions. When everything failed, when everything was lost, all that was left was only them. Why is this so significant? The significance is that they learned to talk to themselves and purify the filth inside, and start to build a new kingdom based on their voice of the inside and not the voices in the exterior world. Forming a world within based on a vision duplicated itself into the physical world when the season arrived.

When you have some spare time, perhaps even right now, try and visualize a portrate you’re familiar with or a family picture. Can you see it? If you can, then try and look deep inside your mind and think what will help you move forward in this life. As soon as you have discovered what you are searching for, visualize achieving this void already filled, the chaos ending and order brought forth. Continue to do this whenever you have some free time. Within time and the universe inside you, your greatest goal will manifest. Have faith, for it is the substance of materials hoped for and no substantiating evidence conveyed to the naked eye. Think less of the problem, and focus more on the solution. The solution will replace the problem. All the old things that brought pain will fade away, and a great awakening and abundant life will appear.

This was on my heart today and I felt the need to share. I hope and wish that my article brings some clarification into your life. Feel free to share your thoughts below. I am always looking forward to having discussions especially about these types of conversations. I love all of you guys, keep growing and strive for a positive life.

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My first screen play submission update.

I’m jacked up on caffeine (coffee with agave syrup and chia seeds) and just got back from an hour run. My body may be sore, but I’ve got the case of the “runner’s high”. Doing all these walks and runs every night as a routine for the last few months has reduced my waist than before. I’m not as bloated ever since I cut off some certain foods and drinks. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll have a cheeseburger here and then. I just try to do something physically expedient for my body. It’s not only me though, I have my brother, Arthur, who keeps me in check to the best of his ability. Accountability to someone can be a booster to achieve a certain goal. I’m not saying we need help to achieve a goal, but it doesn’t hurt if someone similar to your mindset is willing to help. I definitely wouldn’t ask help from toxic people, or someone that will rub it off on you. Definitely please don’t do that.

In other news, I have an announcement! I finally received my feedback for my TV pilot that I wrote. I have some work to get stronger with my dialogue, scene transitions (getting too descriptive with some scenes), but overall they loved the concept and see potential with my writing. With a few tweaks and some refining, my screenplay potentially may be on television. The feedback is honest and fair; I’m pleased to have some professional writers review my work. As for the results, I’ll find out around the month of October if I got the contract and when it all begins. In the meantime, I’m working on my other screenplay for a horror film, but will start editing my pilot script soon. Thank you to all who have supported me in my journey of becoming a professional writer and actor.

As for my blog, I had my first donation and I wanted to thank my subscriber, Dan, for supporting me. It truly means a lot little bro. Dan and I go back a long time ago, even though we live over 2,000 miles away, I still consider him a real homie. Having one of my good, old friends be the first supporter of my website, brings joy in my heart. One little seed is bringing bigger things around me. A lot more people around the entire world have given their time to explore my blog and share my content across many platforms. I want to thank all of you for the love and sharing of my content.

I will keep updating on my blog as more things unfold. All I can say for now is that never give up on your vision. Allow what you visualize in your mind to manifest into reality. Vision and affirmations work. Speak words of fruition into your life. Always talk to your spirit. Stay blessed my readers and fans. I love you all.

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Listen to your Spirit

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It’s been over a year since I launched my blog, so much has changed in my life. I have put myself in positions I probably wouldn’t have before due to self-doubt and fear. From trying out the most random jobs to playing in a short film to traveling Europe to submitting my first screen play for a TV show pilot contract competition. I have experienced more than my old self would ever assume possible. The key is having a mindset that is there to build us up and to listen to our spirit, and take its guidance for our success. An adventure might seem time consuming, or overwhelming, but don’t let that stop you from trying. I promise the regret will hurt far more.

I by no means am trying to boast about my adventures, but I would like to use my experiences to open your eyes to not be afraid as well as motivate to do the unexpected. Don’t listen to me, but listen to your inner voice that’s been trying to speak to your mind, but because of the way your mind was molded growing up, you have locked this beautiful voice in the cell. Find the key, and unlock this angelic voice (spirit) and ask for it to motivate your tongue to utter words of blessings in your life. I promise that once you begin to speak positive words in your life, you will want to stop living a fake reality and in lieu pursue what your spirit desires.

I started working as a manager at a restaurant a couple of months ago. At first it was enjoyable and bearable to work there. I got to learn how to bake, prep, make milkshakes, and manage the restaurant. The only problem was that we had a couple of toxic people above me who would talk down to me and my coworkers, making sexist and demeaning comments. They would also not allow people to take bathroom breaks and when one of the girls asked to take a bathroom break, the other manager even went to rudely say to her, “Not until your coworker f$cking picks up the pace”. What’s super bizarre is that this particular coworker does a wonderful job when it comes to working in the front. I haven’t seen a negative environment such as this since I stopped working for BMW. I even had my hours cut from 40-30, a week with them still expecting me to produce more results when I was being forced to finish my tasks earlier. For a while I just kept my mouth shut since I had and still have certain bills to pay, but one day my spirit/intuition just told me to quit. Ironically this happened on the day when my boss called for me to her office. I close the door behind me, and she goes on to say that I have not been progressing as a manager. I brought up to her that she said the complete opposite the week before and how she is often contradicting herself about the expectations at work. I also brought up that my hours have been cut down and that the raise I was promised never had occurred. She went on to accuse me of being frustrated at work and not doing my job. Right at that moment, my spirit reassured me that it was time to leave this job position. “I quit!”, I screamed. She responds, “That’s what I thought”. I clock myself out and never look back.

Some may think that it was foolish of me to just drop a position like I did and that’s alright with me. I am not living to impress others or my peers. I am only living to compete with myself. I would rather struggle while doing everything I can to pursue my dream of being a writer/actor and ultimately reaching it than to just have a few extra dollars with comfort not living to my potential. God made this world beautiful. He made me, and I will do everything in my power to manifest my words into reality. I am a handsome creation, and I will do everything I can to bring beauty out of my mind. The power is within me. The will is awake for I have turned it on. I refuse to settle on a few thousand dollars a month when I can exceed far beyond that. In the Hebrew the word Satan translates as “accuser and adversary”. Comfort and fear is our “Satan” when we go through our journey called life. Will we allow Satan to offer us a temporary deal of comfort, or will we stump over him and say no to this fancy crafted deal? I choose to abolish any idea of a deal. I choose to go on a road with potential beyond my imagination. When Christ fasted for forty days and forty nights, Satan (carnal mind) appeared to him and offered a temporary solution to his hunger by turning stones into loaves of bread. This can be found in the gospel of Matthew chapter 4. I believe this is allegory for listening to our voice instead of the voice of our accusers. Literally anyone who mocks our vision are our accusers. Remember that the light is within us and to allow it to shine. We are the children of God and mother earth. Everything is already given to us inside, we must just learn to obey the wishes of our spirit. When we accept this, the accuser becomes weaker and ultimately rots away from our mind. Learn to read your manual not the manual of negotiators.

I love you all and wish all of you the greatest excellence in your life.

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Improvements

Going through the memory card of my Lumix, I’ve realized that I don’t know what I’m doing when it comes to filming my adventures. Either I improve on my filming or get someone to travel with me. Does this mean I’m done with filming? Not at all. I just know that I’m prepared to receive criticism over how I film. The criticism doesn’t really bother me. I’ll keep sharing and ultimately my video skills will improve. My point is, there is something we can work on. It might look like sh%t, but within time that pile of sh%t will be cleaned up. Let the critics and haters keep doing their thing. Don’t waste your time explaining yourself. I’m going to keep learning about properly filming and operating a camera. I might not learn everything, but I will make connections that will help me succeed. It’s like that saying we all have heard, “Team work makes the dream work”. At the moment, I’m going through all of my videos and organizing them. They may not be the most superb, but they all show something that the viewer may not have had the opportunity to see. I want to share what I have with others. Videos are an excellent method to organize this.

I learned this over the last couple of years from a few wealthy friends of mine, you have to learn how to network with people. They might not be someone you might need help from at the moment, but a day might come when you need their advice or assistance. I promise you that an acquaintance is more willing to help you than a stranger on the block or online. Building rapport with people and keeping contact every once in a while will help you secure a relationship that could potentially help you succeed, or even the both of you. Also you might possess some skills that can help someone else with their personal goal in life. What goes around, comes around. Help someone out, or provide advice, the same will be returned to you. The best thing is to be solution oriented. Not just for ourselves, but for our surroundings.

It has been a pleasure writing my post today. May everything you aspire to do come into manifestation. I love you all. Stay positive.

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Tired of sitting in your room?

Isn’t it crazy how when we take the time to think in silence, our mind starts to wonder into some geographical destination? Perhaps it’s just me and a few people. But regardless, I sense we all have wanted to travel somewhere intriguing at least once in our lives. For the past two years, I was constantly telling myself and others that I would travel to Europe. But when? Was I just mumbling empty words? To stabilize what I wanted in life, I set up a list of affirmations and goals for myself. After New Years, I completed writing down what I wanted for 2022. Within months I found myself a couple of decent jobs to help finance at least half of my trip and the rest I financed with credit which I’ll be paying all back real soon. There is always a way, if we desire to find a way. If a though enters our mind more than a hundred times, then we should just find a way to make it happen. I’m not saying to go into debt. But if the debt is manageable, then why not? We won’t always be 20, 25, or 40. The time is now or soon as possible. Even after my trip to four different countries in Europe (Poland, Germany, Bulgaria and North Macedonia), I still desire to travel and explore almost every country multiple times. It’s just something that ignites my spirit inside.

Update: My biggest focus has been on my novel. Also I plan on releasing some videos from Europe on to YouTube in the coming weeks. On my next blog post I will share my YouTube account with all of my readers. Remember, always stay positive and believe in yourself! Xoxo

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I’m in Berlin

At the moment, I’m in Berlin, Germany. This is my second day in Germany. Prior to this, I visited my friend Svetlana in Poznan, Poland. Poland in my opinion, is full of very positive, helpful, family oriented people. I can’t complain. I can even sort of understand them since Polish is similar to Ukrainian and Russian.

I’ve learned that us Americans have the world completely wrong. Other countries aren’t there to hurt Americans. In fact, I have been treated so well, even though I do not speak their language all that well. In America, true friendships and sincere conversations are seldom. I’ve learned that you can be a friend to pretty much anyone in Europe as long as you’re respectful and a positive person.

Today, I met a random stranger from Austria who works as a supervisor for a computer corporation. He shared everything he knew about Berlin to me. We talked for hours and he even bought a few rounds of beer for us. I tried to pay him back, but he insisted that he didn’t want my money but he valued our conversations. I ended up getting his contact information and therefore now have a connection for someone that lives in Austria. The next time I decide to visit Austria, I have someone to meet. He is not the only person like this. I’ll share another example, I met a Ukrainian in Poland who works as a taxi driver. He valued our conversations and time. Hours later, he messaged me that he would give me a free ride when I come back to Poland next week.

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Deprogramming the old and producing the new me.

I realize it’s been nearly a month since I last posted. I was collaborating all of my thoughts in my mind and working on my novel. My novel is still a working progress, but I have written a great multitude this past month. I don’t think I’ve ever done this much writing for a book in a month. But there is power in affirmations. Our words lead us to our next milestones in life. Doubt is low vibrational, it only encapsulates us in our fear. So many cages we’re in, and it takes a great battle and determination to find the key to unlock ourselves out. I’m not only speaking for the writing in my book. I also want to speak about the many adventures my brother and I have had. One day we were just browsing through Craigslist on the talent section, it had been years since I played an extra for a tv show called Z-nation, where I was featured in a few episodes, playing a few small roles. That nostalgia had resurfaced, we couldn’t find anything in Greenville. Then my brother suggested I look in Atlanta, Georgia, where we saw a few projects being planned in a week. One of the projects was a short film. My brother and I emailed the producer and mentioned that we had a little bit of acting experience and we could speak three languages if need be. We didn’t think much of if we would get a response. In fact we thought we were more likely to get a role in a music video that we inquired about, but that’s the glory in the mystery when we pursue our spontaneous interests. We could of been scared and not even tried, but you know what, we tried and had the most amazing time being a part of a film. Through this film shoot, we got to explore Atlanta and meet such wonderful people that have brought spark to our lives. This spark makes me want to be a part of their future projects. Whether it be acting or writing a screen play, I am ready. Oscar and Devon were amazing people to meet, I look forward to seeing them soon again. There is power being gathered with people with similar vision. The positive vibes were there, no one was out to demolish one another regardless of any difference. I could see unity, and it makes me filled with joy. Listen we all have a vision, let’s not piss on it. Money will always be there, but experiences we must grab on them while they are near.

This entire month was a war for my mind. I have abandoned so much that I once held on to. A lot of it was fear of traveling, but I have promised myself that I will take any opportunity to travel whether it may be risky and sometimes financially expensive. Realizing that the money will always be there, but the time is running out. Time and experience cannot be bought back, so punch fear in the throat and realize that money is not an excuse. When we think, we will manifest. The job will arrive. You will find a better job. Or perhaps you’ll learn a new skill to be a free lancer, or start a business. But regardless, with your vision, you’ll find a way to make that money to utilize for opportunities and spiritual growth. Like Christ said, I’ll paraphrase; whoever searches will find and whoever asks will receive. Keep thinking about what you want in life, your mind is a magnet. Soon you will see what your mind is filled with. No matter how risky and tough it may seem to achieve, a way will be cleared for you to enter. Below is my affirmation, you can use mine as an example or make your own original affirmation:

I Maxwell realize that fear is my enemy and I will tell it to go behind me. I recognize that during some moments, I will encounter fear testing me, but I will not give in to it. Fear has no dominion over my mind. I will travel as much as I can. I will travel all of Europe, Asia, and wherever else my spirit chooses. The physical realm attempts to deceive me that my life is limited, but my spirit supersedes and reminds me that I will receive what I want in life. I will do my best to not speak negative of myself, I will do my best to uplift and conquer my conquests. Spiritual father, infinite universe, Mother Earth, give me the strength to be positive and to affirm the will to know myself to the fullest. To do the will of the father, mother and son. I will produce so much in my life and will help other to produce. The more I produce, the more others will produce. I will demonstrate the image of god in this life and the next life and so on.

Be blessed you all, and fight that accuser (fear). The more power you take from it, the less power it’ll have to leverage against you.

There is no end

I’m aware of the evil that certain people wish to commit, but I do not consent to it as a citizen of the earth. Any evil does not have the power to influence my life. I accept a prosperous and fulfilling life. Good things are a scene away, and my spiritual father will keep the evil separated from me through me. I am not saying that evil will cease to exist. Not at all, but we can choose to attract the light more than the darkness. The darkness is there to remind us that we have something great inside us and to never surrender that serenity.

Our spirits have the decision to make on how to view the world. Certain individuals look at the world as some so called end time/ eschatological scholars teach. They claim that the world is about to be controlled by evil, the devil, or whatever unclean opposition and that the world will be burned up to Smithereens and that there is no sense in doing anything because prophecy has already foretold us our destiny. I hate to be the person to correct, but teaching people that there is no sense in fighting for liberty is vain because supposedly the world shall soon end, is a complete mockery to our spiritual father who has given us in our opportunity to experience the greatest simulation ever of what it is to be an earthling. The people who believe in evil winning are the people who have lost a battle within them. We can choose to be victorious and see a world with great potential if we choose to attract positive circles and ideas within our circles. When we speak words of good cheer and great news, we are only making Mother Earth stronger and the dark forces weaker and weaker. The end is a scare tactic taught by people that have believed a lie by the deceiver and who have lost a will to live. They do not understand anything else except destruction. They think all hope is lost. I promise all hope is not lost. We all have the resources to grow both spiritually and physically. Don’t give that power away to fear, it is like an addictive drug or substance. The end is not near, it is only near if you choose to give up on life. Think not of the end, only think of many new beginning. A new age is here, and many wonderful events are about to unfold. Many revelations within ourselves shall be unlocked.

I love you all. Stay positive. The end is not happening.

Don’t decorate another temple, decorate your temple first.

I am not settled at what people tell me to do with my life. They laugh as I illustrate my dream, so my reality can become gleam. No one will understand your vision, so quit showing that impression. It is not needed I can assure you that. Most times it’s just better to utter a yes, no, or very few words. Explaining yourself will not make sense to them. They do not want you to be you and in substitution attempt to push their ways on to you. Imagine this, you are an individual who works in network security, your job is to fix the flaws and bugs. You can’t share to people how you run security programs for your network otherwise the integrity will be compromised. The next time someone asks you about your next big move, don’t give them any ammunition, or they might try to shoot.

There will be days that you will be upset or lose hope for a slight period, but never give up all the way. Turn off that program that the enemy is trying to beam at you. Look at the progress you have made so far. You’ve already taken so many steps, don’t be so hard on yourself. I was listening to an interview of Stephen King. When he was asked on how much he writes per day, he answered that he gets in at least six pages a day and that having a consistency is what really mattered. As long as we do some type of progress each day, we will reach that goal. But the process is the most important. Taking breaks is important too, you can’t rush creativity. I’ve been writing one novel for the past 3-4 years and I have had to do a couple of revisions. I noticed that when I wrote more and didn’t force myself to be creative, I was more productive. Some weeks I’m not as productive as other weeks, but there is a process. It doesn’t matter how big or small the work is, it’s still progress and a process.

Speak less to people of your projects and execute more. I promise you’ll get a lot more done quicker when your mind isn’t preoccupied of the minds of others. Your mind is what matters. Your goal is what is important. You being an artist is important. You being a singer is important. You being a businessman or businesswomen is important. You being a teacher is important. You being a lawyer is important. You being a florist is important. You traveling is important. Being you is important. Following your heart is important. Living your experience in this simulation to the fullest is the most important. Feeling all forms of emotions is only making you stronger. You are a leader. You are a warrior. You are courageous. You are a building with a strong foundation.

I love you all. It’s okay to feel sad sometimes that our plans aren’t going as fast as we envision. It’ll all come in its own timing. Be patient and believe.